fifth business

I had to cut my post short yesterday, Greg was visiting which is a rare occasion and he was making me giggle at silly online video’s. To continue with the rant about hormonal emotions and bad weather. Its odd how one day you go to bed feeling fine, and the next you wake up feeling like the fatest ugliest thing that ever walked the planet. How one lack of a positive comment can make you feel as though the world has lost all meaning. I hate that I have to bleed sp that the human race can continue to fluorish. I hate that it has to come with a hormone imbalance that causes one to be FUCKING CRAZY, all goddamn day.

My new neighbours are fighting. I hope this year wont be a repeat of my first apartment. I dont need to hear people fight and fuck ever again.

I now understand why women were secluded during their periods. I just came off of birt control after being on it for 2 months strait, I have had almost 5 break downs in 3 days. It is entirely depressing. Not to mention the fact that it is the middle/end of fall and it is never a good season for me emotionally.

this cold is also still killing me

I know most of my post have been about food lately, but when i havent been  working or hanging out with Greg i have been cooking. This weekend I made (top to bottom) Peach crisp, 4 batchs of pizza dough, chocolate chip cookies, blueberry muffins, and pizza sauce.

Side note, frog in the hole made with montreal bagels, is AMAZING.

One of my dearest friends, is also one of the more talented people I know. Since I have known her she has been composing music, and I am told long before that is when it started. When I got my iPod one of her songs was first on it.

Natasha is amazing. Watch what she can do with a ukilele.

This morning was market day *nom nom nom* I convinced Greg to come with me. The market sells real  montreal bagels, which he (and I) loves, so it wasnt really an arm twist. This weeks budget was $60, I underspent by five bucks.

Bag of Rye Flour ($2)
Bag of Oats ($4)
Bagels ($6)
3Lb of apples ($3)
1Lt of Goat Yogurt ($2.5)
Pesto ($2.75)
Lettuce ($1.5)
Spinach ($2.5)
Mushrooms ($3.5)
2 Tomatos ($1.75)
Peas ($1)
3Lb of Onions ($3)
3/4Lb of Salmon ($5.5)
1.5 LB of bacon ($11)
Eggs ($3.5)

I made blueberry muffins, with last weeks blueberries. Yum yum yum. And I had to split the bacon up into 3 batches because there was so much of it. Most of it is going on pizza’s I have no clue what to do with the rest though. Oh well thats what the freezer is for.

Its been almost a week since an update. I have been meaning to update, but inbetween hacking and wheezing I have been working and sleeping. Doesnt leave much to the imagination or social life.

Class was tonight and surprisingly Mr. AssHat didnt make an asshat out of himself. He actually lent himself to intelligent conversation which was nice. I love the proff/instructor. I am never sure what to call Alexandra because she is so very friendly and not stuffy like “actual proffesors ” . However I think there is a gap between her, and her students. I feel that I may sometimes take for grantate that I know not only what she is saying, but what the students are saying, but there is a miscommunication between the two. We had a round about conversation today in class where all I could think is “Lets move on… we read an article that outlined what she is saying perfectly”… and yet the students couldnt grasp what it was she was saying, finally I had to speak up. I feel so pretentious writing this. So I am just going to stop.

I am still eating soup. So much soup. 2 meals a day of soup. needles to say I am hearty.

I am so very tired of being sick on weekends. Last week was the mysterious death that didnt go away til thursday. This week its a sore throat that makes me feel like I want to throw up. On top of that I did most of my baking today. Makinghome made food is all good and well until you feel like death.

Food by amanda:
X 4 Batches of Granola
X 2 Pots of soup (1 chikn noodal, 1 chikn ryc)
1 Batch of cookies (maybe I will make them later)…
1 Peach Crisp (I ran out of oats :( )

I still have to dye my hair, and update my other blog. Sigh.